hii i am back ~~ after for so long ...
i am upset with everything that had happen to me .. i feel i had enough of everything
i lose someone i love i lose my fren i lose myself becos of a person i wanna stay forever but the person disappoint me all the time i really donno wad should i do .. i just feel i am stupid enough to trust him and ended up i become like this .. how stupid i am tbh .. thinking that he really love me
and we can tgt for long .. thats my first r/s and ended suckx.all the long i am just a bullshit to him
he doesnt care how i really feel at all . all the things he done towards me its hurting me . when i know he is hurting me and went the other girl i LUN i know , and

I feel so lucky to know you when we first met i had no idea you'd become this important to me
your exit just make my life change. Although i have no idea why things will become like tht 
My heart beat so fast when eva i see u.tht is why i cant open my mouth talk to you or look at you too long .. i will feel i am gonna to be explode @_@ Feeling weird tht this is my first time i can't talk to a person normaly i have never been so shy before. You are stranger to me in the first place and i will nv thought i will in love with you . sometimes i just feel tht i care too much ... haixx .. I tink if you know tht you will be afraid .. @_@. Whats wrong with me anyway zzzz @_@